1 00:00:18,990 --> 00:00:22,370 NEON GENESIS 2 00:00:22,790 --> 00:00:29,130 Subtitles in Portuguese, encode and Color Correction: Sephirotic English subtitles: ADV Films 2D4U QC PT: romaNii 3 00:00:44,370 --> 00:00:47,980 your eyes are not yet aware, 4 00:00:47,980 --> 00:00:51,900 of the painful path they will take. 5 00:01:22,020 --> 00:01:23,100 DIRECTED BY 6 00:01:22,020 --> 00:01:23,350 HIDEAKI 7 00:01:22,020 --> 00:01:23,100 YEAR 8 00:01:23,100 --> 00:01:23,180 YEAR 9 00:01:30,400 --> 00:01:31,690 The Year is 2016 C.E. 10 00:01:31,730 --> 00:01:32,780 What people have lost 11 00:01:32,820 --> 00:01:34,280 In other words, the Instrumentality of souls continues 12 00:01:34,320 --> 00:01:36,400 However, recently to explain the whole process 13 00:01:36,450 --> 00:01:38,160 Therefore, we will focus on a boy named Ikari, Shinji, 14 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:40,030 and we will tell the story of the Instrumentality of your soul. 15 00:01:40,830 --> 00:01:42,330 Ikari, Shinji in your case 16 00:01:42,370 --> 00:01:43,040 FEAR 17 00:01:43,290 --> 00:01:45,580 That I can disappear... 18 00:01:45,580 --> 00:01:48,670 But if my self disappears I think it would be good. 19 00:01:48,670 --> 00:01:49,670 Why? 20 00:01:49,670 --> 00:01:52,300 Because I am an unwanted person. 21 00:01:52,710 --> 00:01:55,630 Because at the end of the day, I am an unwanted child. 22 00:01:55,630 --> 00:01:57,510 Nobody cares about me! 23 00:01:57,510 --> 00:02:00,550 You run away because you believe no one cares about you. 24 00:02:00,550 --> 00:02:02,560 You are afraid of failing. 25 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:05,180 You are afraid of being hated by people. 26 00:02:05,180 --> 00:02:07,520 You are afraid to see your own weaknesses. 27 00:02:07,520 --> 00:02:09,810 And isn't Misato-san like me in this?! 28 00:02:09,810 --> 00:02:12,860 Yes, we are all the same. 29 00:02:12,860 --> 00:02:14,690 Something is missing in our hearts. 30 00:02:14,690 --> 00:02:16,240 Therefore, we are afraid. 31 00:02:16,240 --> 00:02:17,110 We are insecure. 32 00:02:17,110 --> 00:02:19,780 And so we are trying to become "one." 33 00:02:19,780 --> 00:02:21,950 We are trying to complete ourselves. 34 00:02:21,950 --> 00:02:24,240 This is the Instrumentality Project. 35 00:02:24,240 --> 00:02:27,080 People cannot live without being surrounded by other people. 36 00:02:27,080 --> 00:02:29,540 Humans cannot live alone. 37 00:02:29,540 --> 00:02:31,790 Even though we are all unique. 38 00:02:31,790 --> 00:02:33,630 That's why it's painful. 39 00:02:33,630 --> 00:02:35,210 That's why it's lonely. 40 00:02:35,210 --> 00:02:38,470 That's why we want to mix our bodies and minds. 41 00:02:38,470 --> 00:02:40,260 We want to become one. 42 00:02:40,260 --> 00:02:43,220 People are made of weak and fragile materials. 43 00:02:43,220 --> 00:02:46,890 The mind and body are also made of weak and fragile materials. 44 00:02:46,890 --> 00:02:50,020 Therefore, it is necessary to complement them with the instrumentality of others. 45 00:02:50,020 --> 00:02:50,810 "Why?" 46 00:02:51,310 --> 00:02:53,940 Because there is no other way to be alive. 47 00:02:53,980 --> 00:02:55,070 "Really?" 48 00:02:57,240 --> 00:02:58,780 Why do you live? 49 00:02:58,820 --> 00:02:59,950 "I don't know" 50 00:02:59,950 --> 00:03:03,030 Maybe I'll live to find out why I'm alive. 51 00:03:03,030 --> 00:03:04,830 Who are you alive for? 52 00:03:04,830 --> 00:03:07,120 To myself, it's obvious. 53 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:08,870 Maybe it will live for me... 54 00:03:08,910 --> 00:03:10,120 "Really?" 55 00:03:10,500 --> 00:03:12,130 Are you happy to be alive? 56 00:03:12,670 --> 00:03:13,540 I don't know. 57 00:03:14,090 --> 00:03:15,840 Are you happy to be alive? 58 00:03:15,840 --> 00:03:17,920 Of course I'm happy! 59 00:03:17,920 --> 00:03:19,760 Are you happy to be alive? 60 00:03:20,090 --> 00:03:22,390 I don't want to do anything that isn't enjoyable. 61 00:03:22,390 --> 00:03:24,600 Do you hate loneliness? 62 00:03:24,600 --> 00:03:26,600 I don't like that. 63 00:03:26,600 --> 00:03:28,810 Do you hate difficulties? 64 00:03:28,810 --> 00:03:30,560 I don't like... 65 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:32,270 So why do you run away? 66 00:03:32,270 --> 00:03:33,270 That's right. 67 00:03:33,270 --> 00:03:36,190 What's wrong with running away from something I don't like?! 68 00:03:36,230 --> 00:03:37,530 EXIT 69 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:38,070 I can't run away! 70 00:03:38,070 --> 00:03:40,240 Why shouldn't you run away? 71 00:03:40,240 --> 00:03:41,990 If I run away, it will be more painful! 72 00:03:41,990 --> 00:03:44,320 Even if you're running away from something painful? 73 00:03:44,320 --> 00:03:45,990 It was painful. 74 00:03:45,990 --> 00:03:49,250 If you know it's painful, then that's okay! 75 00:03:49,250 --> 00:03:52,580 That. You can run away if it's painful. 76 00:03:52,580 --> 00:03:55,880 You can run away from something you really hate. 77 00:03:55,880 --> 00:03:57,250 But enough is enough! 78 00:03:57,250 --> 00:03:59,090 I don't want to run away anymore! 79 00:03:59,840 --> 00:04:02,090 That. I must not run away. 80 00:04:02,090 --> 00:04:06,180 It's because you already know that running away will be more painful. 81 00:04:02,130 --> 00:04:06,010 Play 82 00:04:02,130 --> 00:04:06,010 Messages 83 00:04:06,180 --> 00:04:08,890 You know how painful it is to run away. 84 00:04:08,890 --> 00:04:11,350 So you don't want to run away, right? 85 00:04:11,350 --> 00:04:14,600 Because if I run away, no one will respect me. 86 00:04:14,600 --> 00:04:16,230 Don't abandon me! 87 00:04:16,230 --> 00:04:18,820 Please don't abandon me! 88 00:04:18,820 --> 00:04:21,690 Living life doing what others say, 89 00:04:21,690 --> 00:04:23,740 Maybe it's your way of survival. 90 00:04:23,740 --> 00:04:27,410 It is true! Otherwise I will be abandoned! 91 00:04:27,410 --> 00:04:29,950 You're afraid of getting hurt, aren't you? 92 00:04:29,950 --> 00:04:32,210 You're just trying to convince yourself of that, aren't you? 93 00:04:32,210 --> 00:04:34,750 You're not the only one who gets hurt, Shinji. 94 00:04:35,290 --> 00:04:38,290 You are not the only one going through difficulties. 95 00:04:38,290 --> 00:04:41,460 You only think that way because it's easier. 96 00:04:41,460 --> 00:04:44,300 Shut up! This has nothing to do with me! 97 00:04:44,300 --> 00:04:46,760 People don't care about me! 98 00:04:46,760 --> 00:04:49,970 And you always renege on your values. 99 00:04:49,970 --> 00:04:52,230 I have nothing. 100 00:04:52,230 --> 00:04:55,480 There you go, wanting to believe that you have no value! 101 00:04:55,480 --> 00:04:59,020 Because if you think that way and don't do anything, you won't get hurt. 102 00:04:59,020 --> 00:05:02,650 You support yourself with the praise you receive from others! 103 00:05:03,110 --> 00:05:05,570 Nobody accepts me. 104 00:05:05,570 --> 00:05:07,870 You're just trying to convince yourself of that, aren't you? 105 00:05:07,870 --> 00:05:10,740 That's why I have to fly the Eva. 106 00:05:10,740 --> 00:05:15,330 You've been trying to convince yourself that you're worthless since the beginning. 107 00:05:15,330 --> 00:05:17,380 I have to do it! 108 00:05:17,380 --> 00:05:18,960 That's not true. 109 00:05:18,960 --> 00:05:22,050 You're trying to believe it, anyway. 110 00:05:22,050 --> 00:05:24,630 Wrong. I have no value... 111 00:05:24,630 --> 00:05:26,220 I have nothing to be proud of. 112 00:05:26,220 --> 00:05:28,340 That's why you pilot the Eva. 113 00:05:28,340 --> 00:05:31,260 Flying the Eva allows me to be myself. 114 00:05:31,600 --> 00:05:35,020 Flying the Eva allows me to be myself. 115 00:05:35,350 --> 00:05:38,520 Before flying the Eva, I had nothing. 116 00:05:38,860 --> 00:05:42,320 The fact that I fly the Eva means I can stay here. 117 00:05:42,320 --> 00:05:44,400 I have nothing left! 118 00:05:44,820 --> 00:05:47,200 I have nothing left. 119 00:05:47,200 --> 00:05:49,160 I have nothing... 120 00:05:49,160 --> 00:05:50,120 Nothing! 121 00:05:50,240 --> 00:05:51,580 "Sometimes it makes my life worthwhile" 122 00:05:51,950 --> 00:05:52,870 Nothing. 123 00:05:52,950 --> 00:05:54,500 "...and then" 124 00:05:54,910 --> 00:05:56,910 I hate myself. 125 00:05:58,420 --> 00:06:01,750 I hate you! I hate it, I hate it so much! 126 00:06:01,750 --> 00:06:04,090 I hate you, man. 127 00:06:04,090 --> 00:06:06,590 I hate... you. 128 00:06:06,590 --> 00:06:09,140 Sorry, I hate him. 129 00:06:09,140 --> 00:06:10,140 I hate you. 130 00:06:10,140 --> 00:06:11,220 I hate you, see. 131 00:06:11,220 --> 00:06:12,510 I hate you. 132 00:06:12,510 --> 00:06:14,640 I hate who you are. 133 00:06:14,640 --> 00:06:16,930 I hate the person you are. 134 00:06:16,930 --> 00:06:18,640 I hate you so much! 135 00:06:18,980 --> 00:06:21,650 It saw? Everyone thinks like that. 136 00:06:21,650 --> 00:06:23,730 Transfer Request Shinji Ikari 137 00:06:22,270 --> 00:06:24,150 People probably hate me! 138 00:06:24,150 --> 00:06:26,240 You're just trying to convince yourself of that, aren't you? 139 00:06:26,570 --> 00:06:27,950 It's not that! 140 00:06:27,950 --> 00:06:29,820 Because I'm the one who hates myself! 141 00:06:30,280 --> 00:06:33,450 That's why you're trying to convince yourself that others think the same way. 142 00:06:33,450 --> 00:06:36,660 I hate you! 143 00:06:33,450 --> 00:06:36,160 I hate, I hate, I hate you so much! 144 00:06:37,250 --> 00:06:39,420 But they praise me. 145 00:06:39,420 --> 00:06:41,670 They praise me when I fly the Eva. 146 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:43,340 I was praised by people! 147 00:06:43,460 --> 00:06:44,590 "That's why I'm happy" 148 00:06:44,840 --> 00:06:46,170 I was praised by people! 149 00:06:46,260 --> 00:06:47,590 "But that doesn't make me happy" 150 00:06:48,220 --> 00:06:50,510 What is your true feeling? 151 00:06:51,050 --> 00:06:52,720 I don't know. 152 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:55,260 No, both are my true feelings. 153 00:06:55,260 --> 00:06:57,480 That's why you fly the Eva, right? 154 00:06:57,480 --> 00:06:59,730 Because I have nothing but Eva now. 155 00:06:59,730 --> 00:07:02,000 Otherwise, you cannot maintain your identity. 156 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:05,480 Is it true that Eva Unit 01 it's part of who you are. 157 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:09,400 However, if you rely too much on Eva, it will become its own identity. 158 00:07:09,400 --> 00:07:12,320 Eva himself will be you. 159 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:16,080 Your true self will no longer be anywhere. 160 00:07:16,080 --> 00:07:17,160 I'm not bothered! 161 00:07:17,240 --> 00:07:19,750 I didn't have anything at the beginning! 162 00:07:19,750 --> 00:07:23,170 Even my lessons cello came to nothing. 163 00:07:23,170 --> 00:07:25,750 Just because you didn't have the initiative to make something of it! 164 00:07:25,750 --> 00:07:28,170 But now I fly the Eva! 165 00:07:28,260 --> 00:07:31,550 And if you only depend on Eva, It will eventually disappear. 166 00:07:31,550 --> 00:07:32,800 Like me. 167 00:07:32,930 --> 00:07:34,430 "Why do you pilot the Eva?" 168 00:07:34,850 --> 00:07:36,680 Because that's all I am. 169 00:07:36,720 --> 00:07:39,640 The beast that screamed ME/LOVE in the heart of the world 170 00:07:36,720 --> 00:07:39,640 Final episode 171 00:07:40,480 --> 00:07:42,770 FINAL: Take care 172 00:07:43,560 --> 00:07:44,860 Rain... 173 00:07:45,560 --> 00:07:47,360 A depressive feeling... 174 00:07:47,690 --> 00:07:49,570 A feeling like mine. 175 00:07:49,570 --> 00:07:50,440 I don't like that. 176 00:07:51,030 --> 00:07:52,410 Sunset. 177 00:07:52,410 --> 00:07:54,200 Life slipping away. 178 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:55,780 My wish... 179 00:07:55,780 --> 00:07:57,200 I don't like that. 180 00:07:57,200 --> 00:07:59,080 Morning... 181 00:07:59,080 --> 00:08:00,790 The beginning of a day... 182 00:08:00,790 --> 00:08:02,870 The beginning of another unpleasant day... 183 00:08:03,170 --> 00:08:04,380 I don't like that. 184 00:08:05,130 --> 00:08:06,790 Blue sky... 185 00:08:07,210 --> 00:08:09,010 Something hot... 186 00:08:09,010 --> 00:08:10,630 Something I'm not used to... 187 00:08:10,630 --> 00:08:11,970 Something scary... 188 00:08:11,970 --> 00:08:13,430 Something undesirable... 189 00:08:13,430 --> 00:08:14,470 I don't like that. 190 00:08:14,890 --> 00:08:17,560 All! I hate everyone! 191 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:18,720 What do you want? 192 00:08:18,760 --> 00:08:19,770 "Are you afraid of insecurity?" 193 00:08:19,930 --> 00:08:21,350 What do you want? 194 00:08:21,390 --> 00:08:22,440 "Do you want peace of mind?" 195 00:08:22,690 --> 00:08:24,190 What are you looking for? 196 00:08:24,230 --> 00:08:25,020 "Don't hate me!" 197 00:08:25,020 --> 00:08:26,890 Don't hate me! 198 00:08:27,310 --> 00:08:28,320 What I fear is... 199 00:08:28,360 --> 00:08:29,150 Rejection 200 00:08:29,440 --> 00:08:30,530 What I want is... 201 00:08:30,570 --> 00:08:31,740 Contact and recognition 202 00:08:31,990 --> 00:08:33,860 Can I stay close? 203 00:08:33,860 --> 00:08:35,610 May I stay here? 204 00:08:35,610 --> 00:08:37,660 You love me? 205 00:08:37,700 --> 00:08:38,950 "Your mother," 206 00:08:38,990 --> 00:08:40,120 "do you love her?" 207 00:08:40,330 --> 00:08:42,830 Do you want to go where your mother is? 208 00:08:42,830 --> 00:08:44,170 I don't want to go. 209 00:08:44,170 --> 00:08:46,670 Won't you go where your father is? 210 00:08:46,670 --> 00:08:48,380 I don't want to go. 211 00:08:48,380 --> 00:08:49,170 Why? 212 00:08:49,210 --> 00:08:50,340 Because I'm afraid 213 00:08:50,760 --> 00:08:53,220 I'm afraid of being hated. 214 00:08:53,220 --> 00:08:55,800 Because I can disappear. 215 00:08:55,890 --> 00:08:56,840 "and then?" 216 00:08:57,260 --> 00:08:58,470 What do you want? 217 00:08:58,510 --> 00:08:59,680 End insecurity 218 00:09:00,060 --> 00:09:01,310 What are you looking for? 219 00:09:01,350 --> 00:09:02,430 End loneliness 220 00:09:02,730 --> 00:09:05,020 You're not happy, are you? 221 00:09:05,020 --> 00:09:07,350 Before that I want... 222 00:09:07,350 --> 00:09:09,860 I want to have my own value... 223 00:09:09,860 --> 00:09:13,280 ...so that no one abandons me, so that they just value me. 224 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:14,700 "I want to be worth something" 225 00:09:15,150 --> 00:09:19,330 Only you can achieve your own worth. 226 00:09:19,370 --> 00:09:20,830 That's why you fly the Eva 227 00:09:21,290 --> 00:09:23,290 I have no value. 228 00:09:23,290 --> 00:09:25,460 I don't deserve to live. 229 00:09:25,460 --> 00:09:27,570 So what are you? 230 00:09:27,960 --> 00:09:29,500 So what am I? 231 00:09:30,170 --> 00:09:31,960 What am I?! 232 00:09:35,130 --> 00:09:36,380 This is... 233 00:09:36,380 --> 00:09:37,510 Myself! 234 00:09:37,510 --> 00:09:39,760 The way I present myself to others. 235 00:09:39,760 --> 00:09:41,390 It is the symbol of myself! 236 00:09:41,390 --> 00:09:42,060 This... 237 00:09:42,210 --> 00:09:42,800 this one too... 238 00:09:42,810 --> 00:09:43,470 Ikari, Shinji 239 00:09:42,850 --> 00:09:43,670 and this one too! 240 00:09:43,680 --> 00:09:46,310 They are all just representations of me! 241 00:09:46,310 --> 00:09:49,360 They are merely the forms that others recognize as my self. 242 00:09:49,610 --> 00:09:51,360 So what am I? 243 00:09:52,070 --> 00:09:53,360 "Where do I exist?" 244 00:09:53,440 --> 00:09:54,940 Is this me? 245 00:09:55,030 --> 00:09:56,200 The real me? 246 00:09:56,280 --> 00:09:57,570 The false me? 247 00:09:57,570 --> 00:09:59,320 You are you. 248 00:09:59,320 --> 00:10:01,780 However, there are differences in how you interpret yourself, 249 00:10:01,780 --> 00:10:03,290 and the real you. 250 00:10:03,290 --> 00:10:04,410 That's right. 251 00:10:04,410 --> 00:10:05,660 My clothes... 252 00:10:05,660 --> 00:10:06,750 My shoes... 253 00:10:06,830 --> 00:10:08,330 My room... 254 00:10:08,330 --> 00:10:10,580 These are a part of me. 255 00:10:10,580 --> 00:10:13,250 The things linked together by your consciousness. 256 00:10:13,960 --> 00:10:16,470 What I feel is me, is me. 257 00:10:16,840 --> 00:10:19,340 I am nothing but myself. 258 00:10:19,640 --> 00:10:21,470 But I don't understand myself. 259 00:10:22,010 --> 00:10:24,010 Where do I exist? 260 00:10:24,010 --> 00:10:25,930 What am I? 261 00:10:25,930 --> 00:10:27,600 What am I?! 262 00:10:27,770 --> 00:10:29,770 That's why you wished a barrier for your heart 263 00:10:30,100 --> 00:10:33,150 Nobody understands me! 264 00:10:33,150 --> 00:10:34,820 Are you an idiot? 265 00:10:34,820 --> 00:10:36,650 That's obvious! 266 00:10:37,150 --> 00:10:40,360 No one will ever understand you! 267 00:10:40,360 --> 00:10:43,580 The one who can understand you and the one who can care for you, 268 00:10:43,580 --> 00:10:45,450 It's just yourself. 269 00:10:45,830 --> 00:10:48,540 So... Take care of yourself. 270 00:10:48,540 --> 00:10:51,670 Even if they say that, I don't see my self! 271 00:10:51,940 --> 00:10:53,420 I don't understand! 272 00:10:53,420 --> 00:10:55,000 There's no way I can value myself! 273 00:10:55,050 --> 00:10:56,300 "You are insecure" 274 00:10:56,630 --> 00:10:58,630 Ultimately, you are insecure. 275 00:10:58,630 --> 00:11:00,300 Your current "self". 276 00:11:00,300 --> 00:11:02,850 The people around your current "self". 277 00:11:02,850 --> 00:11:05,260 The environment surrounding your current "self". 278 00:11:05,890 --> 00:11:09,190 Not one of them lasts forever. 279 00:11:09,190 --> 00:11:11,650 Your time is always flowing. 280 00:11:11,650 --> 00:11:14,980 Your world is made of constant change. 281 00:11:14,980 --> 00:11:17,990 But above all it is your heart and mind that are capable, 282 00:11:17,990 --> 00:11:19,950 to change the world at any moment. 283 00:11:19,950 --> 00:11:21,490 What is that? 284 00:11:21,490 --> 00:11:23,280 A world without anything? 285 00:11:23,280 --> 00:11:25,160 A world without anyone? 286 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:27,040 A world of freedom. 287 00:11:27,040 --> 00:11:28,700 Freedom? 288 00:11:28,700 --> 00:11:32,880 A world where there is no one restricting you, a world of freedom. 289 00:11:33,380 --> 00:11:35,250 Is this freedom? 290 00:11:35,250 --> 00:11:37,380 Yes, a world of freedom. 291 00:11:37,710 --> 00:11:40,130 But as a result, there is nothing. 292 00:11:40,130 --> 00:11:42,010 As long as I don't think about anything? 293 00:11:42,010 --> 00:11:44,720 Yes, as long as you don't think about anything. 294 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:48,310 But I don't know what I should do. 295 00:11:48,310 --> 00:11:49,640 You're still unsure, right? 296 00:11:49,640 --> 00:11:51,640 You don't have an image of yourself, do you? 297 00:11:51,640 --> 00:11:53,400 It's all too vague. 298 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:55,650 A world where you can achieve nothing. 299 00:11:55,690 --> 00:11:56,900 That is: FREEDOM 300 00:11:57,690 --> 00:11:59,610 A world where you can do whatever you want. 301 00:11:59,610 --> 00:12:02,200 But you feel insecure, don't you? 302 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:05,030 Do you know what you should do? 303 00:12:05,030 --> 00:12:06,700 What should I do? 304 00:12:06,700 --> 00:12:08,290 I will give you a restriction. 305 00:12:08,290 --> 00:12:10,700 Okay, now you have heaven and earth. 306 00:12:10,700 --> 00:12:13,960 But now a degree of your freedom is gone. 307 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:16,540 You need to stand on the floor on your own. 308 00:12:16,540 --> 00:12:19,000 But he feels calmer. 309 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:21,720 Your heart is a little more relaxed. 310 00:12:21,720 --> 00:12:23,180 Now try walking. 311 00:12:23,180 --> 00:12:25,300 This is your own desire. 312 00:12:25,300 --> 00:12:27,550 Is this my wish? 313 00:12:27,550 --> 00:12:31,390 A ground exists in this world, and that is the world in which you live. 314 00:12:31,390 --> 00:12:34,400 But you can walk on it freely. 315 00:12:34,400 --> 00:12:37,520 If he wanted, he could even change the orientation of his world. 316 00:12:37,520 --> 00:12:41,570 And the orientation of your world doesn't have to be constant. 317 00:12:41,570 --> 00:12:44,450 It changes with the passage of time. 318 00:12:44,450 --> 00:12:47,120 You can change yourself too. 319 00:12:47,490 --> 00:12:52,710 Because what forms you is your own heart and the world around you. 320 00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:55,830 After all, this is your world. 321 00:12:55,830 --> 00:12:59,040 It is the form of reality that you perceive. 322 00:12:59,090 --> 00:13:00,300 "This is reality" 323 00:13:01,170 --> 00:13:02,720 This is... 324 00:13:02,720 --> 00:13:04,590 A space with nothing... 325 00:13:04,590 --> 00:13:06,640 A world with nothing in it. 326 00:13:06,640 --> 00:13:09,100 A world that has nothing but me. 327 00:13:09,510 --> 00:13:11,850 I'm losing track of who I am. 328 00:13:12,220 --> 00:13:14,480 I feel like I'm disappearing. 329 00:13:14,810 --> 00:13:17,060 My existence is fading. 330 00:13:17,310 --> 00:13:18,150 "Why?" 331 00:13:18,150 --> 00:13:20,900 Because you're the only one here. 332 00:13:20,900 --> 00:13:22,650 Why am I the only one? 333 00:13:22,650 --> 00:13:24,890 Because without the existence of anything other than yourself, 334 00:13:24,890 --> 00:13:27,700 you cannot identify your own shape. 335 00:13:27,700 --> 00:13:28,870 My own form? 336 00:13:28,910 --> 00:13:30,330 "An image of me?" 337 00:13:30,330 --> 00:13:35,460 Yes, you understand your own image by seeing the shape of others. 338 00:13:35,460 --> 00:13:37,620 When you see the barrier between you and others, 339 00:13:37,620 --> 00:13:40,090 you visualize yourself. 340 00:13:40,090 --> 00:13:43,920 You can't see yourself if there are no others. 341 00:13:43,920 --> 00:13:47,050 I can exist because there are other people around! 342 00:13:47,050 --> 00:13:50,140 If I'm alone, I'll always be alone, no matter how far I go. 343 00:13:50,510 --> 00:13:53,140 All the world would be just me! 344 00:13:53,140 --> 00:13:55,850 By recognizing the differences between oneself and others, 345 00:13:55,850 --> 00:13:58,150 you shape who you are. 346 00:13:58,150 --> 00:14:01,320 The first person after you is your mother. 347 00:14:01,320 --> 00:14:04,650 Your mother is a separate person from you. 348 00:14:04,650 --> 00:14:06,840 Okay, that's me. 349 00:14:06,840 --> 00:14:11,240 But it's true that other people define who I am! 350 00:14:11,240 --> 00:14:13,340 That's right, Ikari, Shinji-kun. 351 00:14:13,340 --> 00:14:15,090 Did you finally understand? 352 00:14:15,090 --> 00:14:16,290 Idiot Shinji! 353 00:14:22,090 --> 00:14:24,870 Finally woke up, stupid Shinji. 354 00:14:25,300 --> 00:14:27,510 Oh, is it just you, Asuka? 355 00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:30,300 What do you mean "just you"?! 356 00:14:30,300 --> 00:14:34,470 I come here every morning to wake you up to make sure you're not late, 357 00:14:34,470 --> 00:14:37,810 and these are your words of gratitude to your childhood friend?! 358 00:14:37,810 --> 00:14:39,600 Okay, thanks. 359 00:14:40,150 --> 00:14:43,610 Now let me sleep some more. 360 00:14:44,650 --> 00:14:46,280 What kind of break is this?! 361 00:14:46,280 --> 00:14:48,110 Damn, get up already! 362 00:14:53,450 --> 00:14:55,830 Pervert, idiot, pervert! I don't believe it! 363 00:14:55,830 --> 00:14:58,540 It's not my fault! It's morning! 364 00:14:58,700 --> 00:15:01,740 And now, let's connect to our reporter. 365 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:02,750 Ah, that Shinji... 366 00:15:01,740 --> 00:15:03,500 Hello! This is Ibuki! 367 00:15:03,040 --> 00:15:07,460 Asuka is so good at coming to pick him up every morning, he's hopeless. 368 00:15:03,500 --> 00:15:08,200 The other time the cherry trees were blooming, marking the beginning of the rainy season. 369 00:15:07,460 --> 00:15:08,760 AND. 370 00:15:08,200 --> 00:15:10,460 But now I'm here in Tokyo's Second Tower 371 00:15:08,760 --> 00:15:13,220 You too! Stop burying your face in that newspaper and get ready to go out! 372 00:15:10,460 --> 00:15:13,220 where the traditional stair climb race is about to begin. 373 00:15:13,220 --> 00:15:14,720 AND. 374 00:15:13,660 --> 00:15:15,850 Participants are preparing. 375 00:15:14,720 --> 00:15:18,180 Guys, a man your age... But he's just like Shinji. 376 00:15:15,850 --> 00:15:17,620 Let's hear some of them. 377 00:15:17,620 --> 00:15:19,220 Excuse me, where are you from? 378 00:15:18,180 --> 00:15:20,310 Are you ready? 379 00:15:19,220 --> 00:15:20,700 I came from the Nerima district of Tokyo. 380 00:15:20,310 --> 00:15:22,150 Yes, I always am! 381 00:15:20,700 --> 00:15:22,840 Wow, you've come a long way, huh? 382 00:15:22,150 --> 00:15:24,730 I'm the one who gets scolded by Professor Fuyutsuki 383 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:26,520 It wasn't a big deal, you can see the tower from there and today I had a day off from work. 384 00:15:24,730 --> 00:15:26,900 when we are late for meetings! 385 00:15:26,520 --> 00:15:29,480 That's the spirit! Do your best! 386 00:15:26,900 --> 00:15:28,940 It's because you're popular. 387 00:15:28,940 --> 00:15:32,450 Don't be stupid! Go, get ready! 388 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:31,280 Excuse me, what about your school- 389 00:15:32,450 --> 00:15:33,740 Yes, that's right. 390 00:15:33,740 --> 00:15:36,450 Showa Base at the South Pole opens the doors to visitors 391 00:15:33,740 --> 00:15:36,450 First Afro-descendant president 392 00:15:33,800 --> 00:15:35,180 D-Give your best! 393 00:15:34,200 --> 00:15:36,450 That's right, Yui. 394 00:15:37,790 --> 00:15:40,330 Come on, quickly! 395 00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:42,750 Okay, I know! 396 00:15:42,750 --> 00:15:44,210 You are very annoying, Asuka. 397 00:15:44,210 --> 00:15:45,710 What did you say?! 398 00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:50,510 Well, auntie, we're going! 399 00:15:51,010 --> 00:15:52,380 Goodbye. 400 00:15:52,380 --> 00:15:54,050 Okay, see you later! 401 00:15:54,640 --> 00:15:57,970 Wow, darling, when are you going to put down that newspaper?! 402 00:15:57,970 --> 00:16:00,390 Yes, you're right, Yui. 403 00:16:07,320 --> 00:16:10,110 I heard there's a transfer student coming today too... 404 00:16:10,110 --> 00:16:14,820 Well, by next year they will move the capital here, 405 00:16:14,820 --> 00:16:16,700 so there are more and more people coming here. 406 00:16:16,700 --> 00:16:19,290 True, what is she like? 407 00:16:19,290 --> 00:16:21,330 I hope it's beautiful! 408 00:16:24,170 --> 00:16:26,080 I'm late, late! 409 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:29,670 It's going to be really bad to be late on the first day, right?! 410 00:16:42,140 --> 00:16:44,980 Sorry about that! I'm in a big hurry! 411 00:16:45,190 --> 00:16:47,310 It was really bad! 412 00:16:52,030 --> 00:16:56,240 Are you an idiot? 413 00:16:52,860 --> 00:16:54,320 What?! 414 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:55,160 Did you see? 415 00:16:55,160 --> 00:16:56,240 Her panties? 416 00:16:56,620 --> 00:16:59,870 I couldn't see it properly, it was just a little bit. 417 00:17:01,500 --> 00:17:04,710 But what luck first thing in the morning! 418 00:17:05,960 --> 00:17:08,000 What are you doing, representative?! 419 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:09,340 What about you, Suzuhara?! 420 00:17:09,340 --> 00:17:12,340 What kind of conversation is this first thing in the morning?! 421 00:17:12,340 --> 00:17:15,090 Stop that and go get the water out of the toilet! 422 00:17:15,090 --> 00:17:16,180 It's your chore week, isn't it? 423 00:17:16,180 --> 00:17:17,970 Dude, you suck! 424 00:17:17,970 --> 00:17:19,350 What did you say?! 425 00:17:19,850 --> 00:17:22,950 Touji is the type who will end up being controlled. 426 00:17:23,560 --> 00:17:25,230 You too. 427 00:17:25,230 --> 00:17:27,730 Why am I the type to be controlled?! 428 00:17:27,730 --> 00:17:30,360 What it was? I'm just telling the truth! 429 00:17:30,360 --> 00:17:31,360 Why?! 430 00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:32,900 It's in your face! 431 00:17:32,900 --> 00:17:34,850 Asuka, it's because you're all the time: 432 00:17:34,850 --> 00:17:36,890 "blah blah blah" bothering me- 433 00:17:35,450 --> 00:17:38,160 Man, what peace. 434 00:17:35,820 --> 00:17:38,160 Ah, shut up, idiot Shinji! 435 00:17:42,410 --> 00:17:44,250 Woohoo! It's Professor Misato! 436 00:17:52,420 --> 00:17:55,510 It really is awesome, Professor Misato! 437 00:17:56,760 --> 00:17:59,890 What's up with these three stooges? Bunch of idiots! 438 00:18:04,980 --> 00:18:06,600 Get up! Reverence! 439 00:18:06,890 --> 00:18:08,230 Sit down! 440 00:18:08,810 --> 00:18:10,690 Rejoice, boys! 441 00:18:10,690 --> 00:18:13,650 Let me introduce you to the much talked about transfer student! 442 00:18:13,650 --> 00:18:16,030 I'm Ayanami, Rei. A pleasure! 443 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:20,410 You! It's that guy who kept peeping at my panties this morning! 444 00:18:20,410 --> 00:18:22,740 Hey, that's not fair! 445 00:18:22,740 --> 00:18:24,750 You were the one showing off to idiot Shinji! 446 00:18:24,750 --> 00:18:27,040 Who are you and why are you defending him like that?! 447 00:18:27,040 --> 00:18:29,040 You two are a little couple, aren't you? 448 00:18:29,670 --> 00:18:33,250 Moving away 449 00:18:30,130 --> 00:18:32,040 We're just childhood friends! 450 00:18:32,040 --> 00:18:33,250 Shut up! 451 00:18:33,500 --> 00:18:36,920 Hey, we're in the middle of class, stop it, you two! 452 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:40,760 Wow, this is really interesting, I want to see how it ends! 453 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:42,470 You can continue! 454 00:18:42,470 --> 00:18:44,470 Script of the lines of the last scene in the background. 455 00:18:48,810 --> 00:18:51,400 I get it, this is also a possible world. 456 00:18:52,020 --> 00:18:54,150 A possibility within me. 457 00:18:54,150 --> 00:18:56,610 The current me is not exactly who I am. 458 00:18:56,610 --> 00:18:58,820 There are countless possible forms for my self. 459 00:18:59,780 --> 00:19:03,660 That's right. There must be the "I" that is not the Eva pilot. 460 00:19:05,330 --> 00:19:09,370 Thinking about it this way, this real world is not that bad. 461 00:19:09,370 --> 00:19:12,130 The real world might not be so bad. 462 00:19:12,130 --> 00:19:14,130 But I still hate myself. 463 00:19:14,130 --> 00:19:18,340 It is your mind that perceives reality as being bad and unpleasant. 464 00:19:18,340 --> 00:19:21,760 It is your mind that confuses truth with reality. 465 00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:24,680 The way you perceive reality, and the importance you give to it, 466 00:19:24,680 --> 00:19:28,350 in the slightest difference in your perceptions, your heart may exaggerate its perception. 467 00:19:28,350 --> 00:19:30,810 There are as many truths as there are people. 468 00:19:30,810 --> 00:19:33,770 But there is only one truth that you possess... 469 00:19:33,770 --> 00:19:35,650 ...which is formed by your limited view of the world 470 00:19:35,650 --> 00:19:38,530 and by your altered perception of information in order to protect yourself. 471 00:19:38,530 --> 00:19:40,280 A distorted truth. 472 00:19:40,280 --> 00:19:43,990 In the end, a single person's worldview is minuscule anyway. 473 00:19:43,990 --> 00:19:48,950 But people only have their little judgment to measure their surroundings. 474 00:19:48,950 --> 00:19:53,460 People only see things with the truths given to them by others. 475 00:19:53,460 --> 00:19:55,710 On a sunny day, you feel happy. 476 00:19:55,710 --> 00:19:57,670 On a rainy, melancholic day. 477 00:19:57,670 --> 00:20:01,130 If you are taught this, this is how you will believe you should feel. 478 00:20:01,130 --> 00:20:03,890 Even though there are fun things that can be done on a rainy day. 479 00:20:03,890 --> 00:20:06,930 Something delicate that can be completely changed 480 00:20:06,930 --> 00:20:08,810 just by the way you perceive it... 481 00:20:08,810 --> 00:20:11,100 This is the truth for people. (This is how the truth is for people -> More impactful, less literal) 482 00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:14,650 Truth for people is limited like that. 483 00:20:14,650 --> 00:20:18,020 That's why some try to seek a deeper truth. 484 00:20:18,020 --> 00:20:21,990 You're just not used to being loved by other people. 485 00:20:22,450 --> 00:20:26,740 But that doesn't mean you should always worry about how others look at you. 486 00:20:27,330 --> 00:20:30,790 But doesn't everyone hate me? 487 00:20:30,790 --> 00:20:32,370 Are you an idiot? 488 00:20:32,370 --> 00:20:35,420 That's just you who has been forcing yourself to believe that! 489 00:20:36,210 --> 00:20:39,090 But, I hate myself. 490 00:20:39,460 --> 00:20:44,970 People who hate themselves cannot love or trust others. 491 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:51,020 I am a weakling, a hypocrite, a worthless coward... 492 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:55,440 If you understand yourself, you can be kind to yourself, you know? 493 00:20:56,150 --> 00:20:58,110 I hate myself. 494 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:01,900 But maybe I can learn to love myself. 495 00:21:02,860 --> 00:21:05,200 Maybe I have a right to be here! 496 00:21:06,070 --> 00:21:08,700 That's right! I can only be myself. 497 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:12,120 I am me. 498 00:21:12,120 --> 00:21:13,080 I want to be me! 499 00:21:13,910 --> 00:21:15,460 I want to stay here! 500 00:21:16,210 --> 00:21:18,130 And it's okay for me to be here! 501 00:21:32,810 --> 00:21:34,350 Congratulations! 502 00:21:34,350 --> 00:21:35,730 Congratulations! 503 00:21:35,730 --> 00:21:36,810 Congratulations! 504 00:21:36,810 --> 00:21:38,150 Congratulations! 505 00:21:38,150 --> 00:21:39,270 Congratulations! 506 00:21:39,270 --> 00:21:40,230 Congratulations! 507 00:21:40,230 --> 00:21:41,610 Congratulations! 508 00:21:41,610 --> 00:21:42,530 My greetings! 509 00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:45,610 Congratulations! 510 00:21:45,610 --> 00:21:46,910 Congratulations! 511 00:21:46,910 --> 00:21:48,110 Congratulations! 512 00:21:48,110 --> 00:21:49,410 Congratulations! 513 00:21:49,410 --> 00:21:50,660 Congratulations. 514 00:21:49,410 --> 00:21:50,660 Congratulations! 515 00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:53,370 Thanks! 516 00:21:53,410 --> 00:21:54,870 To my father, thank you. 517 00:21:54,910 --> 00:21:56,370 To my mother, goodbye 518 00:21:56,410 --> 00:21:58,380 And to all the children, 519 00:21:58,420 --> 00:22:01,630 CONGRATULATIONS 520 00:22:01,960 --> 00:22:04,630 Fly me to the moon 521 00:22:01,960 --> 00:22:04,630 Take me to the moon 522 00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:09,970 and let me play among the stars 523 00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:09,970 And let me play among the stars 524 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:13,600 Let me see what spring is like 525 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:13,600 Let me see what spring is like 526 00:22:13,930 --> 00:22:17,980 On Jupiter and Mars 527 00:22:13,930 --> 00:22:17,980 on Jupiter and Mars. 528 00:22:18,020 --> 00:22:21,150 In other words... 529 00:22:18,020 --> 00:22:21,150 In other words... 530 00:22:21,360 --> 00:22:25,190 Hold my hand 531 00:22:21,360 --> 00:22:25,190 Hold my hand 532 00:22:26,190 --> 00:22:29,410 In other words... 533 00:22:26,190 --> 00:22:29,410 In other words... 534 00:22:29,490 --> 00:22:33,950 Darling kiss me 535 00:22:29,490 --> 00:22:33,950 Baby, kiss me. 536 00:22:34,540 --> 00:22:37,410 Fill my heart with song 537 00:22:34,540 --> 00:22:37,410 Fill my heart with song 538 00:22:37,460 --> 00:22:42,340 and let me sing forevermore 539 00:22:37,460 --> 00:22:42,340 and let me sing forever 540 00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:45,800 You are all I long for 541 00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:45,800 You are everything I desire 542 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:50,140 All I worship and adore 543 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:50,140 Everything I adore and idolize 544 00:22:50,590 --> 00:22:53,600 In other words... 545 00:22:50,590 --> 00:22:53,600 In other words... 546 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:58,480 Please be true 547 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:58,480 Be true 548 00:22:58,730 --> 00:23:01,810 In other words... 549 00:22:58,730 --> 00:23:01,810 In other words... 550 00:23:01,940 --> 00:23:06,530 I Love You! 551 00:23:01,940 --> 00:23:06,530 I love you!